It is prolly another emo night where i end up staring at the screen and coming up with another entry. But then again, what’s emo..?
Supposed to be soundly asleep due to the fatigue of past few nights, but ended up hugging everything I have on my bed, & having random thoughts on my mind.. Two months of holiday had just commence, and I've zero idea how can I spend it..
And to think of it, I’ve yet to really mention what’s been happening in my love life.. Oh well, dearest and I have separated.. Crucial time has passed and its time I should just move on. Some says I’m heartless; some is supportive of what I’m doing.
I’m 18 and for the past 18 years, I’ve never lead the kind of life my age people are leading. Especially for the past 6 months, the kind of hell I went through.. But now, I think I’ll lead the kind of life I should..
Like Jojo, mother of one, going to be two, I think I led the kind of life she used to. But I can’t continue it the same way she did. Aunt has high hopes on me, and I’ve no idea if I can even fulfill it.
Bestie was right, I always put on a strong front and secretly breakdown when no one’s watching, like now.. Also, always showing the chirpy side of myself and locks up whenever I’m tired and time to recharge..
I have no idea what this entry is all about..
-thats all
