*GORGEOUS*

Sunday, September 30, 2007

so dun wanna go work..
so dun wanna work at outdoor bar...
of all ppl, wy mi..?
stupid outdoor barmaid position..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

12:12 PM

met up with xiao pang !!
haven seen him for long..
but time wasn't sufficient for catchin..
poor boi leavin soon for china..
i'll miss you..
so plz miss mi wen i leave for aussie..

-thats all

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3:05 AM

now i noe how lesbian feels when they've totally given up on guys..
but nahs, mi les..?
harhar..

-thats all

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2:23 PM

wy am i always fallin for stupid guys..?
old stupid guys in precise..
like bloody 9yrs older..?

god damn..
pls let mi meet someone nice..
& let him be smarter den mi..
prolly way off much betta then the previous few..
(*edited)sweet like mikemike, desmond & cy(??) mayb..
xp

-thats all

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5:19 AM

music was gd at phuture on wed..
was actualli the 1st time i didn't feel like switchin over to mambo
till the last 30mins..

got a lil' tipsy after the drinks yangs brought

& flaming lamborghini at zouk is gonna be a must..

sisters are still the best company at zouk..

everione left earlier coz no one was stayin in the east..

wanted to stay till the last song & try to do something funny,

shan't mention wat though..

sweet desmond kor waited for mi alone and insist on sendin mi back..

thurs..

was out the whole afternoon slackin at tmart macs w/ cy..

decided to catch "I now pronounce you chuck and larry"

& got 2 others together..

there was some system blackout at tm gv..

box staff was like so stress..

and they actually had to write out the tickets for us..

damn old sch..

-thats all

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4:17 AM

this is gettin mi so crazy..
even clubbin at zouk..
listenin to my fav mambo isn't makin mi ani happier..
mayb i'm startin to hate mambo..

-thats all

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5:11 AM

we're neva meant to be.......
-thats all

and i'm tinkin of removin ur contacts from my msn, hp and everiting..

leavin not a single trace of u..
but then again we met not long ago,
u're juz suppose to be a crush and the feelin is suppose to fade away..
but wy issit still there..?
& i neva had the habit of deletin frens' contacts..

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8:55 PM

And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

i dunno if i'm clumpsy, stupid, or juz pure unlucky..
gettin old perhaps..
& i need a full body massage soon..

i fell & my butt hurts..
w/ a bruise on my arm..
the sprain on my wrist wasn't a sprain actualli..
i injured my veins infact..
& oso injured my neck like dunno how..

but juz injuries all over my body..
wahaha..

-thats all

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7:50 PM

monday..

saw val at drivin centre and went for lunch at bugis,

while waitin for bestie to wake up..

met up with bestie around evenin,

& there was massive shoppin at bugis den to vivo..
total damage, 150bucks..

waited for renes to knock off and dinner at newton..

stayed over stephypoo's..

tuesday..

woke up damn early like 10plus,

headed back home to change & over to downtown east..

w/ delvin and raymond..

lunch, arcade and over to cycling & bladdin..

mi bein mi, obviously i'll blade..
those who still has no idea,
i cant cycle.. xp

loads of fun.. but.........

i FELL !!!

when i was goin up a slope near the pony farm,

i supported myself usin the handle by the side..

but the damn bloodly handle wasn't pinned to aniting at all !!!!!!!!!!

cheat my feelings,

& i fell damn hard on my butt...

a lil' bruise on hand & my butt hurts like no tomorrow !!!!!!

went home, bathed, changed, & rested

before headin over to yang's place for mid autumn festival..

together w/ qihao, derry & mel,

played with candles & sparkles..

childhood days..

i made the star and heart usin 20 candles each.. =)
though the star looks a lil' werid,
& the "E" i placed the candles to near each other..

raymond & del came to pick us up,

& had supper at serangoon garden..
aftermath was cs at some lan shop..

ahahaha, unbelivable i went to play cs eh..

lol, i cant believe it either..

after an hour or so, started to feel unwell,

left earlier & came home..

had a hard time vomitting.. =[

i hope i can still make it for mambo tonite.. xp

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

11:46 AM

its been ages since i last had such lonely supper..
sittin in front of the teevve and eatin the eva so unhealthy instant noodles..
oh wells..

work was alrite...
cept the sun was scotching hot..
guess i'm another tone tanner.. xp

pls do not make mi mistaken by ur actions..
do wat u should..

-thats all

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2:22 AM

after workin at km8 for like near to 5mths,
this was like my 2nd time workin full shift..
11am to 1am.. (!!)

weather was super good for tannin..
but after 2pm, i became the 'corona girl',
who juz stood at the sheltered area
openin corona bottles for some function ppl..
ya, juz openin bottles..
& the most sickenin part was tt i got like 5 mosquito bites !!

i sooo wanna watch
i now pronounce you chuck and larry &
underdog..
interested parties plz let mi noe !!!!

-thats all

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2:43 AM

Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that i can't say

I was only a secondary school girl when I was 1st introduced to this song by the special someone.. A slow and smoothing song & immediately fell in love with it.. Coincidentally, mambo night plays this song too, though a different version of it. Its been years and I still love the song as much as how I used to, or even more..

-thats all

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1:02 AM

weddin dinner was good..
reached kinda early to help out at receptionist counter..

but sadly, mani of my uncle and aunties cant recognise mi..
oso i couldn't recognise many of my cousin !!!
haven seen them for ages..
and its realli damn many years..

so aniway, jojo is still my closest cousin..
and we realise faye is oso another same frequency as us..
thought she is like realli sooo much older then mi..
but still the happenin one..

so we decide to hang out soon,
nxt time round will be 3 instead of 2..
and hopefully some drinkin session..
& faye is a veri gd drinker..
harhar..

i'm startin to love all my cousins..
& oh ! i've 2 newphew who are 14 this yr !

-thats all

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12:39 AM

have been out almost everi day late..

and much money was spent on food..

a visit to nydc on tues..

and had my all time fav, jedi master..

wednesday itself..

had lunch at Mahattan Market w/ melmel & aaron..

and dinner at swensen marina with cy..

and thurs lunch was at sakae..

true enough, i often crave for jap food.. xp

was suppose to meet cousin faye for dinner..
but she couldn't made it the last min..
went home immediately after manicure..

pretty pretty..?
hees..

tryin to mug hard now..
& its so nice and sweet of mikemike to deliever supper..
Thank you.. =D

-thats all

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3:28 AM

i've no idea how i've come this far,
survivin everi single obstacles in life,
overcomin all the fears..

perhaps i’ve reached a point whereby i cant tk it animore..
its enough,
I’ve had more than enough..

however, someone juz told mi,
“u’re always the strong gal i noe,
nothin can beat my dear gal down..
u’ve been thru tings tt ppl of ur age have not,
& this new lil’ obstacle is not gonna bring u down”

wat can I say..?
i’m a strong gal..? since wen..?
oh wells, since i got the title,
mights well juz keep up to it..?
i neva wish to be a disappoinment..

-thats all

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3:28 AM

Every time i think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem i find
Living a life that i can't leave behind

There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows

-thats all

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11:28 PM

i was awake for 48hrs the day before..

i wasn't like my 1st time doin tt..

but was the more torturing one..

within 48hrs..

there was work, chill out, terry fox and work again..

everiting seriously drained out all my energy..

so now is over exhaustion..

on the other hand, i didn't had to energy to tink abt aniting..

so there wasn't ani emo period..

but now tt i've replenished half of my sleep..

thoughts are again wondering in my mind..

oh wells...

perhaps u're already aware of it;

but actin like nothin's happening;

while i feel that u're already runnin away..

if u're not, should i let u now abt it..?

but i fear for consequences..

all of a sudden, i miss my long and curly hair badly..

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10:02 PM

I love surprises,

but its been ages since I last received one..

Could someone kindly give mi one,

but a nice one please.

terry fox ended early and i was in time for work..
however, work was horrendous...
i was practically sleep walking..

but i've lovely bartender and chief..
who both gave mi drinks and vitamins to keep mi awake.. =D

-thats all

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11:46 PM

work on sat was kinda boring..

some company's event & was the drinks gal..

met up with bryan, dinesh & Ms Tan at harbourfront's spizza..

it was her treat.. =D

veri nice pizza realli..

i tink best pizza in singapore..?

and it was realli a lecturer with students dinner..

but more like frens..

over to boat quay and met up with steph, mel, aaron, johnson & others..

boring nite..

juz got home..

& will prolly leave in 30mins for terry fox..

-thats all

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5:05 AM

was on the way to met up with bestie in town..

but the venue was suddenly changed to zouk..

music was bad.. crowd was bad..

but company is foreva the best..

no idea wy 3 tequila shots did no effect,
but the few glasses of martell did so much effect last wed..

xp

left rather early..
& went for supper at cine hk cafe..

perhaps i was mistaken by ur actions..
tinkin too much & havin too much hope..
but oh wells..

-thats all

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4:50 AM

emo-ing..

& thanx for the concern to those who care..

no worries abt mi..

juz that i'm not in the usual chirpy mood..

-thats all

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6:33 PM

我知道我们都没有错

只是放手比较好过

-thats all

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11:56 AM

我对你有一点动心

不只结果是悲伤还是喜

有那么一点点动心一点点迟疑

害怕爱过以后还要失去

-thats all

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2:24 AM

zouk last nite was alrite..
but mambo was a lil' boring..
coz no mambo king..
*hint.hint*

& yes, my wrist and ligement injury is gettin worse..
some kind soul plz recommend mi someone to visit..
the last one i went to was wayyy to far,
& i've no idea how to travel there..

-thats all

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7:03 PM

steamboat dinner at Coca restaurant with km8 peeps..

to celebrated Mychelle's belated bday
& to meet up with Eddie before enlistment..

aftermath, bought some drinks

& checked in to Fragance Hotel along Selegie

w/ realli limited space for 11 of us..

card games and drinks..

& some ended up wasted..
sober ones left for some sleep,

leavin aaron, raymond and i for some heart to heart talk..

checked out around 5plus..

while bestie and adora came over to my place..

though some drama did happened near my place..

slept at near 7am..

& now am waitin for cousin Faye and Angeline to deliver the weddin invitation..

-thats all

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7:27 PM