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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

I HATE MY BF; ALBERT LEE, TO THE MAX !!!!!

I LOVE HIM TOO THOUGH..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

3:36 AM

realised i haven been postin ani pics recently.. guess its time i do soo.. =D

after the 1hr lect on 1st dae of sch, we decided to drop by a salon..

and this is the result..

bestie forever makes mi act like a child.. without fail..

the finally-seventeen birthday gal..

reciprocating love..
loves loves !!

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

5:28 PM

over to vivo city.. nth much abt it unless u're in shoppin spree..
decided to change venue and ended up at marina for dinner @ sakae..

caught a chelsea match at a pub in tanjong pagar and hopped over to immune after half time..
hopin to catch the liverpool-aston villa match at boat quay.. 3-1 !!!!!!!!!

back to immune, a lil' of fishin(pub terms) and continued on the bottle of chivas..
it was then wen ..............
we noe we're wanted by mani ppl.. xp but we got our own choice too.. =p
we've made our choice.. =D

man's instinct is neva right; proven by yixian
woman's instinct is always right; proven by renes'

your princess.. loves !!

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

2:41 PM

home at 2pm after marketin lecture and yummy lunch @ ITAS..
concussed immediately until u called to say u're on ur way to clinic..

finally gotta dine at home after god-knows-how many weeks..

u called again to ask for help with some changes on the profile..
and i'm sooooo glad i'm included.. and i'm the 1st !!!!
loves !!!
love triangle..?

d&d partner..? Mmmm....

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

8:08 PM

i'm too tired and lazy to blog abt the past few days..

totally drain and ill to say aniting..

disappointed when i know abt everiting and the way u both are treatin mi now..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

12:52 AM

totally pissed off..

fucking fucked up..

PMS-sing..

-that all

Americas Top Model <3

8:10 PM

great support from alvin c. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he came over with 13 friends and got 3 bottles of chivas opened.. =D

permission granted by yixian to drink and got myself kinda high by 1.30am..
3 martell and 3 chivas and dunno how mani mixture..

and by 3am, i became the lady who serves tea and nothin else.. ahahaha..
i tink a lot of ppl will remember mi for tt.. loLx..
esp brandon, andy and qing yu.. that is if they remember mi after they got sober.. loLx..

yixian was drunk and keep goin to everi table to say i'm his best waitress.. =D

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

2:25 PM

breakfast, lunch and dinner @ paragon's ding tai feng.. with lawrence and cheryll..

over to Immune at 9plus.. a bucket of heineken and a jug of vodka mixture lasted us till 11plus and we proceed to drink by the river.. ;it was full house at Immune..

sent lawrence off at round 1plus and went back to Immune and saw you there..
another bucket for myself which lasted till 4am.. helped out a lil' esp takin care of eric again..

breakfast at balestiar and it was home sweet home at 6am..

all ur actions makes mi feel loved.. but i've no idea wat is it tt i realli wan, and wat u are seeking for either.. eric "betrayed" mi and i denied abt it..
all the things u did for mi/because of mi makes mi feel special once again..
loves

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

1:58 PM

sometimes, things dun seems to be the way we see it or even feels it..
perhaps the truth will onli be revealed when the person involve says it out himself/herself..

things ain't that simple; but it's not that complicated afterall..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

3:06 PM

am sooo regrettin of joinin CYA.. wateva..
joel and asmond are like kinda cute little boys..
ahahhaaa.. though poor joel keeps getting bullied by mi.. =x

rushed like mad to meet lawrence for dinner @ thai express..
shopped a lil’ @ marina square but left empty handed..

over to Immune for boozing session..
everione’s lovin Immune.. i neva give bad recommendations..

am eric’s baby..
yixian’s xiao mei
and your princess.. xp loves !

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

3:10 AM

work was alritex..
a grp of 10 lawyers came in.. ahahaaa.. crazy peeps..

drank quite a bit of martell, chivas and beer..

u came over immediately after the msg..
was surprised and touched..
and those lil action is makin mi smile to sleep tonite..
loves loves loves..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

3:12 AM

nothin for mi to bite on at home and i was wayy too lazy to travell..
933 golden pillow delivery !!! WEE !! kekex..

napped all the way till 6 and eric needs help again tonite..
mama hoh juz told mi something which got mi laughin a lil' and i know i've the greatest parents on earth..

ard 2,3am they hear someone quarrelling at the void deck.. my dad tot it was mi & bf and rushed down immediately..
okay, i didn't tell them i'm single for the past 6mths..

i loves loves loves mama hoh and papa hoh !!

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

6:24 PM

okay.. i'm kinda up early today.. though am havin terrible headache and cant get back to slp.. no idea wats causin the headache.. didn't drink much last nite.. onli had a lil' chivas n a lil' beer..

partnerin with eric for dice game was ultra fun.. i've got the best boss !!

loves it when u called mi immediately after i messaged u.. loves loves loves !!

lawrence eng: i'm still single and available ah.. dun anihow say i attached liaox.. later u spread tt i'm attached, no guys wan mi le laRs..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

1:17 PM

met up with ah yong.. loves loves !!

retail therapy at marina square and got myself a handbag and water bottle.. breakfast, lunch n dinner @ sakae again and desserts at hagen dazs, esplanade..

got a last min call from eric tt he needs mi to work.. rushed over and was surprised by the crowd on a tues nite..

saw a particular customer and was like eRmmx.. wateva..

by 2am, there were 2 drunkards.. eric and tt irritatin customer.. took care of eric while yixian had to handle the other guy.. kinda funny and there was some jealousy i guess.. loLx.. but still, eric's my boss.. too bad.. ahahahaaa

all of us were irritated by him, so is yixian.. ahahahaaaa !!!

cabbed home with nicole and eric..
eric.. Mmmm..? blahs ~
7years..? 9years..? ahahaaaa

if only we had dinner together and u sent mi to work.. all eric's fault, sucha last min call at 9pm..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

4:23 AM

met up with ying xiu and eddie to collect pay and claim taxi fare..

headed over to bugis to meet steph..
lunch @ sakae and a lil' of retail therapy.. not much though..
went over to eric's watch shop and got myself a sofisticated one.. xp

aimed on a handbag at dorathy perkins while at bugis.. pondered whether to get it or search for a GUESS? one.. i made up my mind when at town to get the DP's but to realise there's no DP in town.. sadden..

we saw some doll's room at wisma's lobby and i liked this particular one..

cabbed over to Immune.. and work was kinda boring..
though i see 1 particular farmiliar face.. blahs~
and yixian said some nonsense.. another blahs~

some kind soul please please please offer to help mi with my tagboard.. its kinda irritatin mi..
lovin all the care and concern.. =D

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

12:32 PM

1st day of work was grrreat !!!

sad to say, wen i reach the shop, there wasn't ani soul other than eric & yixian.. but somehow, 10mins after my arrival, customers starts to come in.. =D

3 tables of guys tried to slot mi with their "dedication" song list.. which didn't had ani songs on it, but something else.. harhar..

ur arrival was a SURPRISE !!!!!!!!! u said u wont be able to drop by one.. but.. xp
i tot there wasn't animore jug, but yixian made it an exception for u.. i was VERY VERY VERY surprise when yixian said the jug was for you.. i was like.. "eh...?" SO SO SO HAPPY CAN.. love love !!

eric was realli happy at the end.. guess he's happy with the way i work too.. =D

hopped over to colorzone wen i got hush lecturin from you.. WATEVA LARS.. get things right 1st manx..

super at lao pa sat again.. with summore lecturing.. which lasted till 5am.. bloody hell.. but the little words u added in between, made mi smile a lil'..

-thats all..

Americas Top Model <3

2:39 PM

work on sat was semi-ultimately fun..

got change from weddin dinner at gallery to Dunman High's 50th Anniversary celebration.. and the auntie i worked with is veri nice to mi.. so yeps..

Dunman high is realli a veri well established school.. imagine them havin students who graduated in 1970s, to attend the celebration.. and the guest of honour is PM Lee, and tt explains why i got transfered.. =D

OT again, but was fun too.. kekex..

OT lasted till 2 and didn't felt like goin home early on a sat nite.. and i managed to get my crush out !!!! ahhhhhhh !!!!! went eric's pub.. its newly open, juz for the 2nd dae.. decided to give him some support by droppin by.. and oso to take a look at the place since he needs mi to help out there..

a realli realli nice place.. and definitely i wont hesitated goin back there.. i'll be workin there tonite aniwae, with permission granted by my crush.. kekex..

my crush can realli sing.. *lang man shou ji.. loves ! ahahahaa..

went for supper at lao pa sat.. realli great.. chats and laughters..
home-sweet-home at 5plus..

morning chats till 7plus was ultra ultimately great !!!!!!!!
loves loves loves..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

1:38 PM

TAGBOARD'S DOWN FOR THE MOMENT..

nth much.. work.. and OT.. =D
OT was fun.. kekex.. xp

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

11:57 PM

its gonna be a great day today..

a wake-up call from u when its most unexpected.. =D

totally impressed..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

7:18 AM

CRUSHING and still crushing..

deeply impressed..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

3:36 AM

OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the phone call which lasted till this hour is so damn incredible !!

sweet princess..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

5:24 AM

kinda lazy to update..

tues:
last min work at convention hall.. did cocktail and set up..

wed:
met tkband peeps.. lunch at sp.. saw mani farmiliar faces which i haven seen for long.. initialli plan of ice-skatin was ruin due to overcrowded.. visited its neighbour; k-box..

-things will never be the same again-

went over to grand cathay for jude and friends' gig.. they started off with my all time favourite; "i'll be missin you".. loves !!!! but left durin the interval.. sadden..

the flautist guy in green [i dunno his name].. ahahaa.. lucas in blue.. and jude orange+black stripes..

hi mr flautist.. sorry i didn't get to noe ur name.. loLx..

mr lucas aka jesus aka mr guitarist aka mr keyboarder aka accompany singer..

mr jude aka the lead singer.. my all time favourite because he starts the gig with my all time fav.. ahahahaaa.. *totally mesmerised by his singing*

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

2:00 AM

WEEEE !!!!! retail therapy makes mi a happy girll..

supposed to meet renes' at 12noon.. but we both got up at 12.. met at 2 in the end..

1st stop: suntec, to collect my pay.. michael seems quite nice actualli.. ahahaaa..

with the money, retail therapy starts !!! head over to bugis village u see our eyes open up bright.. total damage for baby eve: 109 bucks..

and this is wat i got..
Belt (cross bukle)
Denim shorts
Tee
Make up remover
Curler
Lip gloss x2
Ear rings x3
Nail polish x2

cam-whore session while on the way home

despite the damage in my pocket.. i'm still a happy girl !!!! =D

i saw my crush today.. muaahahhahaaaaaaa... messaged him while he was workin, though i noe i shouldn't, but he replied.. so its okay.. xp am quite surprised abt his life.. tinking that he's an workin adult, i tot he's life would be boring.. but he actualli plays darts and goes for competition.. ahahhaaa..

okay.. so u can actualli tells he's kinda not my age grp.. loLx.. that explains wy he is onli my crush and nothin else..

one ting abt him.. i prefer to see him in his work uniform.. [not tt i hav a fetish for uniforms] ahahaa.. or mayb he doesn't has a sense of dressin..? muahahahaaa... cant blame laRs, old man.. loLx.. but when he is in suit, u see the charisma in him.. kekex.. [try guessin his occupation..?] ahahaaa..
i bet renes' agrees wit mi..

for some ppl's info, my crush is no longer studyin and he has a professional occupation.. he isn't anione i noe from school.. be it primary, secondary or polytechnic.. and i met him when he is at work, so yeps.. not who u tink he is..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

11:26 PM

its realli torturin to slp at 5am and wake up before 12noon..

work was alrite on both days.. renes' and lawrence came over on sat nite to cab home together.. supper at mart's mac.. reminising memories..

lotsa comments on the tee i wore.. "this is your lucky day because i just happen to be single".. esp the 4guys and 2gals who came back to my shop 4times.. they bought some funny tings thought.. and 1 of them is kinda kute !

life is full of ups and downs.. esp wen it comes to relationship wen we're in our teen years.. we gotta fall and learn to stand.. to some, its easy to stand and continue with life.. while some will hope tt angels will appear to give a helping hand..

i've fallen, and stood up.. but wy am i standing and not moving..? wats all the numbness all abt..? i guess its betta to stand and look around rather than waiting for the angel to give the helping hand.. when u stay put and do nothing, u noe nothing..

look around, life is more than just lovelife.. there's many other things going on..

we face problem is everi aspect.. love, friends, family, school.. by handling with problem, we then will know wat is it that we're realli after..

u'll onli noe wats success after u've failed..

what does not kill you makes you stronger

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

3:10 AM

frankly speaking, i wasn't aware abt the haze in singapore until yday's evening..

and now that its affecting singapore so badly, and i'm bored at work, i decided to check it up.. to my surprise, this is wat i've found out..

the PSI level on 7Oct at 10am has reached a high level of 130.. and the advice given to the public is to reduce outdoor activities..

guess that fully explains the moonless mid-autumn festival..

-thats all..

Americas Top Model <3

4:27 PM

lunch and dinner @ yum cha again.. it cost us lesser though more food were ordered.. was supposed to be my treat but i end up gettin treated.. xp

retail therapy makes me a happy gal.. =D total damaged, 100plus.. finally got my golden heels from num.. gotta get the havaianas slippers real soon..

i'm known as law's "gf" to many num guys laRs.. am appearing too much with u manx.. ahahaa..

caught "you, me and dupree" at grand cathay.. a rather so-so show.. not worth the money for weekends.. though we caught it for free.. =D
grand cathay serves the best popcorn !

a lil' drink and chats over at esplanade and it was home sweet home..

a mid-autumn fest w/o the moon.. it was damn bloody hazy to even catch a glimse of the moon laRs.. look at the haze !

looking forward to something this week.. =D

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

5:00 AM

okay, i must blog abt this..
I SAW MY CRUSH DURING SUPPER LAST NITE !! xp

and the event i worked for last nite was actualli a SAF dinner.. alot of cute and gorgeous guys.. realli realli.. ahahahaaa.. one of them spoke to mi, and i notice alot of badges on his clothes.. but kinda old.. muahaahahhaaaa..

thanx to ppl who realli cared.. realli loves the kitchen crew whom i gotta noe durin imf.. esp jimmy and runxing.. one most impt person is albert laRs, always taking care of mi.. xp

OKAY ! another ting i wanna complain.. ahahahaa.. i slept at 5am.. and 7 ppl messaged mi between 9am and 10.30am... OMG !! although one of them is runxing.. muahahahaaa..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

1:22 PM

gd morni ppl.. ahahaaa..

okay.. 1st dae as at part timer at suntec.. i hate it seriously.. though i did enjoy a lil' bit..

reason wy i hate it: i got bullied.. and i meant it seriously.. becoz i'm a newbie.. wtf.. yes, i dunno how western dinnin works.. i dunno how to serve 3 plates at one go.. i need help at times.. but we're in the service line, aren't u suppose to help ppl.. esp if u're experienced..

i could have tolerated it if u keep the disturbin/bullyin short.. make it 3hrs, max.. but u've to make it last the whole evenin.. from 5pm to 11pm.. its 6 bloody long hours..

i couldn't tk it and had to shout at for "stop bullyin mi coz i'm a newbie TWICE".. but u tot i was kiddin.. fine.. i choose to keep my mouth shut for the rest of the evenin when i see u..

did OT which was to teardown, and thats wen i met nicer ppl; fel, fang, kenneth, jonathan, ben, jian li... esp jonathan & jian li.. though they were newbie, they took great care of mi coz they knew abt mi gotten bullied.. kekex..

it was onli wen the event ended and i got to see albert and complained to him.. it was him who asked mi to work for this event, but i wasn't under him..

i complained to him as though i was kiddin, but guess he took it seriously and had a talk with mi.. i had no choice but to let it out; cry..

supper at lao pa sat was great.. kekex.. drank a lil', good food and great chats.. ppl present; albert, kenneth, ben, eddie, simon, fel, elvon, fang & this guy who i've no idea whats his name.. ahahaaa..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

5:01 AM

okay i gotta retake rht in yr2.. i hate it !

hazel is back in sg.. chatted wit her and she received loads of compliments on mi.. =D more chances of working wit them..
event runner / event planner !!!

dinner at sushi tei @ taka.. yes ! sushi again.. but i dun mind.. ahahaa.. i still prefer paragon's outlet.. =D

went over to GUESS? but nothin seems to catch my eyes.. am waitin for the new season..

Americas Top Model <3

2:01 AM

albert called to ask if i'm interested in working on thurs & sat..

my crush asked mi out for dinner; but i'm nt free.. awww..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

5:23 PM

town with baby lim and kenneth-sang.. baby lim got her NUMbag, and i'm gonna get mine real real soon..
flesh imp's simon harhar..

waited for renes' to knock off for dining @ newton circus.. same people, same seat, same food.. *yummlicious..

back to town for boozin session @ usual place till midnite and it was home sweet home..

i no longer mean aniting to u.. sumhow, u're gettin a lil' meaningless to mi too.. though i've no idea how it happens.. and it feels weird..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

2:09 PM

all good ones are gay..

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

12:57 AM

my 1st eva non-black blogskin in my 3yrs of bloggin.. =D

-thats all

Americas Top Model <3

1:39 PM

supper @ simpang with kavan.. crappy shit.. *blahs~

wy am i feeling so numb despite knowing everiting..?

-thats all..

Americas Top Model <3

4:28 AM

met up with shi yong !!! WEEE !!! its been months seen i last met her..

had dinner at 'yum cha'.. the dim sums are realli great.. gonna drop by there again.. though it cost a lil' bit more..

the desserts are great too..

a lil' of retail therapy straight after dinner.. love it! got 3 belts and a tee.. cost mi a total of $19.50.. wahahhhahahaaa.. how much cheaper can it get rites..

Americas Top Model <3

11:32 PM

packed my cupboard and slacked the whole afternoon..

met renes' for company for travel.. while she left for work, i went over to cathay to look for law.. waited for him to knock off and went over to heeren.. visited mayfen and all the NUM shops..

dinner @ sushi tei.. *yummy.. and head over to taka.. bought baker's inn mooncake..

my crush msged mi.. ahahahaaa !!! well-well..

Americas Top Model <3

2:14 AM

here are the pics from chalet..

1st nite.. bbq nite..

drunken sly; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JfL-BgtznA

2nd nite.. grp pic of those stayed over..

Americas Top Model <3

2:30 PM

am actually kinda lazy to update.. kekex.. the the laziness is back in mi; or did it eva go away..? kekex..

thurs; 1st nite of chalet..
went bladdin and started bbq-ing around 5plus.. took kinda long for the fire to start.. bbq-ing was fun, and the food are nice.. thanx to mi.. *wink*

a grp of guys from another chalet invited us over to their mini-chalet-party.. and it turns out to be derrick's chalet.. so went over around 12plus 1, i tink.. alcohol, music and a mini "dance floor"..

derrick's the papa, and i'm the mama.. ahahaaa.. of those ppl.. loLx..
went outside the chalet a while later and they started playin the guitar and sing.. i'm totally mesmerised by their singing.. esp jude and lucas..

okay, the new ppl i met that nite; jude, lucas, joel, miguel, zachry & alvin..
am in LOVE with jude and lucas' singing.. esp their own copyrighted songs.. "gone with the wind" i'll definitely support their gigs..

truth or dare was crazy too.. esp the dares.. "whateva happens in the house, stays in the house" *winks*

fri; 2nd day of chalet..
the sweetest class of ppl i can eva met.. they waited for ME to wake up before proceedin for the day's activity.. was another cycling-bladdin session.. mi being mi, i cant cycle and i had kenneth and jun wei to company mi.. but poor them; they cant blade and there were quite a number of falls..

swimming in the evening and had mac delivery for dinner.. and majong session.. okay, i swear it was my veri time playin w/o ani coaching.. =D and it was a 'tong siao ma jiang' xp which lasted till 6.30am whereby the 4 of us could no longer tk it.. [sin hwee, yu tian, kai ting & ME!]

sat;check out
checked out at 1030 and had mac breakfast at pasir ris.. kekex..
zone-out immediately i reached home till 7plus pm.. went over to cathay and met law for movie.. 'rob-b-hood'.. am givin a rating of 3.5 to 4 out of 5.. cried at quite a number of parts though..

supper at simpang and bumped into kenneth.. chatted till 4plus am and home sweet home..

Americas Top Model <3

12:37 PM