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Sunday, July 02, 2006

mos nite was alrite.. not superb.. company was great as usual.. but the music wasn't tt good afterall.. went in abt 2345.. great music started onli 3.30.. but i was rather drain by then.. so yepx.. was real tired..

got home abt 4 plus 5 and slept at 6.. woke up abt 9+ and went to TK..

OH MY GOODNESS !!!! BEST DISPLAY BAND OF THE YEAR: TANJONG KATONG SECONDARY SCHOOL !!!!!!!!

tk's performance wasn't realli superb.. that made mi worry after seein deyi's performance.. the feeling then was like.. ahhhhh !!!!! nervous.. i didn't noe tt being an alumni could be tt nervous.. wen waitin for the results.. omg.. my heart nearly stopped beatin manx.. the lag time the mc had wen announcin seems like an hr.. oh goodness.. but still.. WE WON !!!!!! 5TH CONSECUTIVE GOLD !!!! who can beat us manx !!!!

aniwae ttx abt band.. i can neva blog finish abt band if i were to go on and on.. well.. band comp is over.. i see that u're foreva busy wit the band and i can neva have a good chat wit u.. i wish tt u could actualli spare sometime for us to have a good chat.. i miss those time..

spent the whole nite tinkin abt past relationship.. did i realli forget abt u throughly and moved onto a new one..? or did i actualli misses u now and den.. i got the answer wen i remembered tt i actualli inform u abt my Os result before i called my bro.. and i actualli got jealous wen i noe there's soo mani galz around u.. how stupid of mi to get jealous.. since wen u dun have galz around u.. u're foreva so attractive.. jealousy isn't realli mi.. i didn't had to get jealous then wen there were soo mani galz around u coz i noe who meant the most to u.. but now, i dun hav a single idea..

those who noes u noe wat kind of person u are.. loyal, faithful etc to everiting.. obviously love is one of the ting.. and i wonder if i stil stands a place in ur heart.. i recently got to noe abt how u felt abt tt incident and i wonder how u're feelin abt it now.. i realli wish to.. i wish to bring it out and discuss abt it.. but, i dun have the courage to.. haix..

everione sees mi a a rather happy-go-lucky girl.. sumone who doesn't have problem gettin treats in clubs and noeing new guys.. gettin insane over cute guys.. ppl may even see mi as i'm aimin sumone cute or good lookin.. okay, tt mayb true if u read tings frm the surface coz i go ga-ga over cute guys.. but wat abt inside the book.. the content...? sorry to say, even renes tink tt i'm enjoyin my life wit all those guys around mi now.. but deep down inside, wat am i i feelin abt it..? have i already given up on love..?

since band comp is over, i hope tt there's time to chat..

once again, congrat to TKBAND for the 5th consecutive gold..
dare to say dis: once a champion, foreva a champion..
anoneh pakuke !!

off to prepare for work..

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