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Monday, May 22, 2006

am having terrible monday blues..

went to visit jean's niche ydae at mandai columbarium.. a rather nice surroundin.. peaceful, i would call it.. on our way walkin to her niche, sumone commented "one yr has passed".. at that veri moment, i felt like sumting had knock on my head.. ONE YEAR !!! time realli flies.. i actualli tot tt i attended her wake juz a few months back.. but hell no !! it was a yr ago..

oh well.. life is realli vulnerable.. cherish ur loved ones before itz too late.. itz alwaz too late to regret.. and it sux to regret.. trust mi.. i've been regrettin each time i lost sumone significant to mi.. but itz often too late.. u wont wanna experience it..

went for chillin session wit fiona, husna, mich, kenneth, zq and shawn after tt.. had a nice time catchin up wit each other's life.. hope more of such opportunities but for a betta reason..

it was a real bad monday for mi.. i hate monday blues !!!! totally screwed up comm skills assignment.. it wasn't realli a day for mi..

feelin realli rather emo recently.. still unable to tune back to the old mood.. itz been 2mths.. the wound still hurts.. hurts like nobody's business.. itz pains mi even more wen i see "mr cool" signin in to msn.. coz i noe there's a "mrs cool".. i hate the feeling..

she says the freakest ting when she's drunk.. dun freak mi out again plz.. we've met each other for long, but we dunno each other for long.. and i dun like ur reason of "no reason is needed wen u love sumone"

i love him the way he is.. the way he make mi who i am.. the way he treated mi like a princess ; the most fortunate gal in the world..

off for ob muggin..

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