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Sunday, September 18, 2005

my oh my.. my dad went back to m'sia.. and i didn't noe abt it until diz mornin.. so wat does it means?? i got no breakfast!!!!! and no one to ta pao lunch for mi!!!!!!!! goSh.. i was almost starved to dead.. i was soo hungry and i couldn't tk it.. guees wat i did?? i went back to sleep at 4pm.. lalalala..

wen i woke up at 5+.. mummy suggested goin soeul garden for dinner.. since daddy not in sg and korkor wont be back for dinner.. soo.. off we go.. after dinner.. mummy suggested shoppin.. yippee!!! i could almost buy wateva i need in my wishlist.. coz we were in courts.. but i tot it was far too much.. so i didn't wan a single ting.. i shall get the digicam wit my 1st pay after Os.. and my laptop onli wen i enter poly.. and i promised my mum i'll get her the fryin ting wit my 1st pay.. damn!! looks like my 1st pay will be gone in a week.. ahaha..

and we continued shoppin.. my mum says she used to wear levi's.. and i was kinda surprised.. haha.. and i was like.. "i dun have a single levi's!! i dun have the money to buy".. and my mum was like.. "realli.. letz go in and see.." har har..
soooo.... i finalli got my 1st pair of levi's today.. lalalala

i realli dare to say my mum dotes on mi a lot a lot...... she realli gives mi the best that she could.. so much so that sum ppl has an impression that i cum from a real wealthy family rather than an average singaporean family...

but.. the issue that has made mi gone crazy iz risin again.. the issue rose once last yr.. it made mi crazy.. breakdown.. went wild.. but luckily He was there to calm mi down.. and luckily enough.. i worried for nothin.. though the actual "event" will onli tk place in nov diz yr.. but upon hearin it.. i'm startin to worry and the incessant wat-ifs are crowdin my mind..
who'z gonna calm mi down diz time round??

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