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Thursday, June 23, 2005

i'm the 5th couple to break up diz hols.. 5mths and 21days.. 176days.. [sum mths have 31, 30 or 28 days]..

u've realli taught mi a lot a lot of tingz.. so much so tat i cant list out.. but the veri last ting u've recap mi wit iz how it feels to be heart broken.. after soo mani months of pamper, love, care & concern.. i've already forgotten watz a broken heart, how it feels to be heart broken.. but u've once again taught mi.. it realli realli hurts.. and i mean it literally.. i realli can feel the pain.. or izzit coz of mi??

love iz blind.. wy?? coz once a person falls in love and his/her heart iz broken, he/she will cry like crazy.. i'm one of those.. u can cry till u go blind.. i suppose tt xplain love iz blind.. i literally cried frm 10 - 3.. mite wonder wat happened after 3.. but i've got sumone to keep mi company frm 3am.. and thaNx to diz person i stopped cry.. xD... but after the company.. everiting goes back to normal..

i tried to sleep.. slept for half and hour..

the 1st ting i tot of wen i woke up iz u.. and i cant help it but cry.. idiotic bitch u, evelyn hoh.. all u noe iz cry cry cry.. i seriously couldn't control it..

wy do u tink tt the cause of mi fallin iz u.. wy izzit tt till now u still dun see tt itz u who've been helpin mi for for the past 8 - 10 months.. all these while, wen i fall, u'll guide mi to stand up once again.. but wy izzit diz time round u’re turning ur back off and leave mi juz liddat.. especially at diz time wen u noe i'll fall millions of time.. and so now u xpect mi to stand up on my own again.. if u tink itz possible, thaNx for the faith u have in mi.. but i believe i’ll be crawlin to my Os..

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