itz realli over.. there's no more turn back at all..
guess i've to realli get over it and give up.. but how easy can tt be.. he has already occupied my mind and my heart.. i noe time will help mi to forget him.. but how long will tt takes?? b'coz of diz breakup.. i noticed i've not eaten for 3days.. and i'm like a panda now.. goSh..
since now both of us are single.. and he'z available?? i'm not.. i wish tt tingz can go back to wat it was like in the past.. i seriously hope tt would happen.. but i dunno whether he'z willin to a not.. i realise i've said a lot of stupid tingz to him these few dayz.. and i realli wish to tk them back.. can i??
but if i realli gotta tink on the bright side.. there will not be anione who's gonna nag at mi to eat my three meals.. no one to bring mi out for the fattenin supper.. which means i can go back on my diet!!!! den i can slim back!! kekex.. den oso no one to nag at mi to sleep early.. blablabla.. can tell i zi wo an wei laRxz.. but no choice.. heeZ..
i tink i've cry too much.. or izzit coz i neva eat.. or izzit i dun hav enuff slp.. i keep havin difficulty to breath.. and there's alwaz a tite feelin at my cheast there.. i dunno wat to do and how to prevent it..
..our past memories...
aniway.. today iz my mummy's bday!!! i gonna treat her dinner.. hehe.. so i suppose i will eat tonite.. i'll try to..
