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Saturday, February 26, 2005

today damn tired siax.. early in the mornin already couldn't get up.. pe had circuit trainin.. she wans our life manx.. haha.. alritez.. we're not fit.. kekex.. CE LESSON!!!! the lesson was fun as usual.. and she did demo to use.. wow.. cool..

after.. had lunch den wanted to go band de.. den suddenli shaNz didn't wanna go.. den we juz pon lohx.. =xX den we went town.. i like decades neva go out wit her liaox siax.. den went to take neoprint!!!! last time i took wit her was like beginnin of last yr siax.. den we went sakae to eat.. after tt went taka walk walk.. den got sum bridal fashion show.. and we stayed to watch.. all soo damn nice siax.. until shaNz fa hua chi.. wanna get married.. haha..

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

*As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

repeat *

La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

repeat *(3x)

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2:30 PM

yday.. nth much happened in sch bahx.. had narrative test after sch.. the topics given all damn hard siax.. den after test.. went home lohx.. now life rather boring liaox siax.. tried to take a nap abt 6.30.. but couldn't sleep at all siax.. den practised my properbility.. that chapter actuali quite easy lehx.. dunno wy i alwaz fail siax.. haix..

today.. played soccer during pe.. kekex... quite cool laRxz.. haha.. den i be goal keeper.. haha.. now i know wy those guyz like to play soccer all veri fit one.. coz play soccer can use up a lot a lot of energy.. den can lose FATS!!!! haha.. but i not gonna take up soccer as my hobby.. haha.. had emath test after school.. paper rather easy one laRxz hoRxz.. haha.. after t went to collect my jeans & got myself a tube top.. den came home liaox..

B.O.R.I.N.G..L.I.F.E

nowadays i started tinkin abt those sad sad stuff liaox.. esp after Os.. though once o'level over liaox would be a good ting.. coz no more stress.. but.. all ur friends would no longer with u all the time again.. mayb u would still keep in contact with ur super close friends.. but how long would tt last?? and all ur classmates.. we are not close to all our 30 over classmates.. but at least to those tt we are not close to.. we would say a hi bye.. or have those veri small discussion.. but would tt eva happen after o'levels?? NO! aRhxz.. wateva laRxz.. all these tingz juz makes mi sad.. how mani of my secondary friends would be at my weddin then?? haha.. would ani of my close girlfriends be my bridemate??

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12:47 PM

boo~!!! haha.. i went joggin on sat evenin.. surprisin ritExz.. muahhahhaa.. frm my sch to east spring sec.. den to dunman sec den to tpjc & got home.. took abt 1/2hr.. kekekx... but got lost wen joggin.. so i juz anyhow turn here turn dere and found my way back.. kekex..
sun.. went out wit deaR~!!! caught 'moment to remember'.. damn sad show siax.. tink at least 3/4 of the ppl cried.. haha.. den went to newton for dinner and got home.. last week i whole week neva see deaR siax.. onli on sat.. sad.. *sobz.sobz*..
mon.. nth much lohx.. rather a borin day.. slept at 8pm.. kekex..
today.. had ss test.. i'm sooo screwed siax.. den nth much liaox..

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12:11 PM

WHY CANT THE WORLD JUST COME TO AN END..

AND LET ME END MY LIFE?!?!?!?!

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7:33 AM

woo laa laa~!!! today started the ce modules!!! managed to do a last min change wit yu jiang.. at 1st i iz got bladdin de.. kekex.. den since i noe how to blade liaox.. i decided to changed lohx.. and i made a rite choice!!!!!! muahahaha..
the lesson soo damn fun lohx.. nothin special.. she juz teach us how to dance.. but itz juz sooo fun... kekex.. she'z soo hip hop style.. dam cool~!!!... now i cant wait for next week'z lesson liaox..
today in school.. nothin much happen lohx.. had emath & geo test.. tink both rather doable bahx.. heeZ.. budden how are u suppose to finish one whole graph question in 10 minutes siax.. and i failed my phy by one marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aRghxz~!!!!!

u make mi wanna la la..

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10:08 AM

yday.. nth much bahx.. sch.. den got band my amath revision test paper.. i passed!!!! haha.. by 1/2 mark.. loLx.. den got back geo population test paper.. haix.. failed by 1/2 mark.. boohoo~.. i wanna pass all my sec4 geo topic de test de lehx.. instead.. i failed the 1st one.. haix.. after sch went to parkway to get prezzie for shanz.. couldn't get one.. so ended up gettin one at tampines mall.. den nth much liaox.. kekex..

today.. shaNz b'dae.. haha.. hApPi b'daE.. sWeEt siXteEn!! den had lesson.. nth much happen durin lesson laRxz hoRxz.. after sch stayed back for oral.. den ended abt 5.. den go for band.. nth much lohx.. kekex.. oh ya!! saw alex. he came our sch for soccer match.. kekex..

diz few dayz weather super duper hot lehx.. hot like siaox siax.. i tink if go sentosa sun tan can become cooked lobster le aRhxz.. haha.. tt time january iz rainy season.. so not good timin to go sun tan.. den i tot feb would be a good time.. but it doesn't seems to be the case lehx.. hot like siaox.. later siaOahger sure say i become indian or blackie de.. haha.. guess need to wait will march le bahx.. haha..

aniway.. the weather has been realli realli freakin hot.. so all must drink more water kkz.. if nt later fall sick aRhxz.. all must tk care aRhxz..

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2:39 PM

boo~!! HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!!!

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2:33 PM

2nd day of chinese new yr.. went yi ma'z[cantonese] hse.. wit my lao ge & an jiejie.. but my lao ge damn bad.. ask him to wakey mi the in mornin to prepare.. but in the end he prepare everiting liaox den wakey mi up.. ok laRxz.. he giv mi more time to sleep.. budden i need to rush to prepare lohx.. den my aunt stay on the 22nd floor.. but i rem wrongly and went to 21st.. buy luckily the 21st floor the door deco iz indian de.. so neva press bell.. den not damn pai sei siax... kekex.. after we reach nt long liaox den jojo cuzzie and her xaiver oso arrive.. jojo still soo damn wild siax.. kekex.. after tt met deaR to watch constantine.. recommanded show to watch.. i giv 4/5.. after tt went river ang bao walk walk den go home liaox..

yday.. nth much lohx.. sch rather sianx.. after sch for once no band.. den went kallang kfc wit yvonne & jun hui.. go there eat eat & tok tok.. den went home change lohx meet deaR in town to shop for prezzie.. shop until damn tired siax..

today.. rather sianz day laRxz.. met zenas & jar at ps.. had lunch liaox den walk walk around.. den we went monstercue.. my 2nd time playin pool.. kekex.. but iz the 1st time playin legally.. *oop* and i finally got my sneakers!!! rather punk huhx.. kekex.. den had dinner and go home liaox..

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3:47 PM

i am soo tired!! actualli since yday already veri tired liaox one aRhxz.. yday nite.. i helped mama dye hair.. kekex.. *guai.guai*.. den went chinatown wit deaR abt 10plus.. he didn't tk note of them time and made mi wait!!!!!!!! geez.. haha.. jkjk.. went dere walk walk lohx.. actualli iz walk & walk & walk.. den met my beo bei dere.. came home abt 4 plus i tink.. den i juz bon straight away.. kekex..
no one woke mi up today!!!!! and i slept all the way to 2pm.. haha.. den went to visit grandma.. she'z in the folks home.. i used to tink tt the elderly who stay dere, the kids not gd to them one.. actualli iz soooo NOT true lohx.. we oso dun wanna send her dere de.. but she stay alone at old hse oso cannot lehx.. and she insisted tt she wanna say dere.. den ask her shift in wit uz she oso dun wan.. den we got no choice lohx.. if nt later she fall down or sick oso no one noes..
aniway.. yaRxz.. went to visit her.. 5mins after mi & mummy arrived.. terence'z family oso arrive.. he brought adrian.. my nephew.. kekex.. den they ask him to call mi aunt.. guess wat he say.. no no.. she jiejie.. heeZ.. sooo cute.. muahahaha.. den hoRxz.. he can tell u the car brand one lehx.. wateva car he see.. he will tell u whether itz a nissan, honda, jarguar.. bla bla bla.. soo clever ritExz.. kekex..
and i tink terence iz soo charmin!!! kekex.. in fact hoRxz.. i tink my family ppl all yan dao and chio bu one lehx.. *bhb*.. but realli aRhxz.. u see daddy that side.. onli 2 galz laRxz.. mi & ah lin.. den she soo chio.. den the guyz all veri yan dao one lehx.. kekex.. mummy'z side.. practicalli all yan dao & chio bu oso one lohx.. *oops*.. den the galz esp faye.. jo & baby jiejie.. kekex.. last but not least.. mi & my lao ge!!! muahahaha.. actualli i tink my lao ge quite yan dao laRxz.. *giv him face* haha.. he a bit baby cute oso.. lalala.. after tt we came home liaox lohx.. nth much..

XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!

XUE YE JIN BU!!!

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11:20 AM

boo~! neva blog for past few dayz.. coz rather lazy & tired.. kekex.. watz new.. these few dayz realli rather tired aRhxz.. tink did quite a few tingz?? geez..

sat.. mi & shanz pon band.. kekex.. den went to do pedicure & manicure.. after tt met bao bei to borrow cam to go for bbq.. den at heeren we saw these TWO super tall guy.. damn damn tall.. even taller than the bus stop.. den went alice'z bbq.. rather a small gatherin.. juz for uz to tok cock, sing song, play majong onli.. kekex.. i mean games.. saw those guyz i haven seen for ages.. alex & carlo thesman.. i didn't even noe he'z still in sg.. kekex..den juz tok tok.. bbq.. play games lohx.. heeZ.. quite fun laRxz.. had a great time tt day..

den sun.. went out wit deaR.. visited jean den went to town.. cut my hair at reds.. den shop shop around.. but didn't managed to get aniting.. abt 6plus liddat went to chinatown.. kekex.. a bit bit crowded aRhxz.. den juz walk walk around and got myself a bag.. after tt den juz go home liaox.. wen got home.. packed my room.. spring clean mahx.. kekex.. so damn tired..

mon.. lesson lohx.. got back my chem paper.. border line pass onli..not happi wit it at all.. den had chem practical till 4.. after tt had physic practical.. by rite shd be till 5 laRxz.. but we started at abt 4.30.. so ended abt 5.30.. but wen 5.30 iz wen we finish takin the readins.. den mi & shanz went canteen to do graph all tt lohx.. and we ended up finishin at 6.. den went tampines mall to meet mama.. mama wanna cut hair.. den she dragged mi in.. diz time at jean yip.. kekex.. yeSh.. i cut my hair again.. kekex.. den juz shop shop a while den go home liaox..

today.. had cny celebration.. quite ok.. nice dance sim yee.. den waited for fiona & husna to finish their stuff and we went bugis.. mi & fiona went to do our last min shoppin.. sarah, husna & jun hui went to watch movie.. kekex.. i bought a jeans & top .. den fiona managed to get top, skirt, platform & bag.. after tt i went tm and got a pair of heels frm charles & keith.. and i'm sooo dead tired.. had an early reunion.. den now nth much liaox.. later gonna dye hair for mama.. den goin to chinatown at nite wit deaR.. kekex..

HAPPI CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

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10:30 AM

today.. nth much laRxz hoRxz.. kekex.. had geo test!!! for the 1st time.. i write non-stop for 35 mins.. but still cant finish.. haix.. den mrs chen say feel veri fortunate to see us writin non-stop.. haha.. i say aRhz.. u giv mi 1hr i will oso write non-stop aRhxz.. heeZ.. den got back the river test paper.. fail like siaox aRhxz.. haix.. boohoo~
after sch.. had band lohx.. durin band.. nth much laRxz hoRxz.. oh ya.. today my 1st time conductin.. kekex.. conducted my section for sectionalz.. coz no other sec 4s around.. ok laRxz.. kekex.. after band went kallang for dinner wit band gers.. fiona iz so stressed.. dunno wit wat.. proberbly wit her folio stuff.. and sum guy?? no idea..
mi & shanz not goin for bad tml.. =xX *oops* notti notti.. kekex.. i am juz soo damn tired laRxz.. juz now tk 28 to go home.. wen reach the stop to change bus liaox i still day dream tot tt i'm takin direct bus.. den wen the bus leave the bus stop liaox den i realise.. so juz walk home lohx.. i cant wait for tml.. cant wait to see those babes & dudes.. itz been ages since i last seen them.. though i dunno who will be there.. but i juz cant wait to see those ppl..
and nxt week iz chinese new year liaox!!! OMG.. i haven shop enuff yet!!! onli got one skirt & two tops.. alamak.. summore i still wanna cut hair.. do pedicure.. buy shoe.. buy skirts.. but jeans.. shop wit mummy.. i sooo long neva go shoppin wit mummy le!!! got soooo mani mani tingz to do!!!

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2:50 PM

yeSh yeSh.. those who noes mi noes tt i'm a cry baby.. kekex.. or rather emotional laRxz..

yaRxz..ttz wy.. dese few dayz rather moody aRhxz.. haix.. and yeahz.. cried for past few dayz.. sumhow no reason.. or mayb coz of deaR.. the entry on 01/02.. i was cryin while typin.. iz juz the feelin tt i wanna cry.. the sad feelin inside mi.. juz so sad tt wanna cry..

den yday whole day didn't chat wit deaR much.. den wen on the phone wit him den cry liaox.. i missed him soo badly.. haix.. watz wit mi siax.. dunno laRxz.. haix..

den today met deaR.. went for lunch.. den went east coast walk walk & tok.. den tok tok a bit i oso end up cryin.. haix..and wen i cry.. i make deaR feel so bad.. he tinks tt itz his fault.. itz nt ur fault.. it juz hurts mi seein u so depressed over mi.. and now.. i understand how u feel wen u see mi so sads.. it juz hurts deep inside.. i'm so sorry..

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3:30 PM

today the day rather ok lohx.. kekex.. 1st time since beginnin of 2nd week got no xtra lesson.. today'z lesson.. so so lohx.. nth much.. den after lesson went to town.. the metal ting frm the watch deaR gave mi came off.. so wanted to get it repair..
but wen i got to the shop.. the person say muz go pacific plaza there.. so i tot another day den i go get it repair lohx.. i saw a skirt i wanna get frm flesh imp.. gosh.. i'm gettin too much skirts.. i need pants.. and all flesh imp skirts.. gosh.. urban.. kekex.. after tt nth much lohx.. den i come home liaox.. nth much laRxz..
oh ya!! got a soft toy frm band galz.. kekex.. diz yr i neva receive soft toy at all siax.. diz iz the 1st one.. kekex.. tink iz coz everione sees mi az a young adult huhx.. den tot i won't like soft toys all tt.. i still got childhood one kz.. kekex..
tml got amath 1 quest quiz & amath revision test.. wakakaka.. sianz 1/2.. my sec3 amath iz cannot make it one lehx.. haix..
today mish deaR so much.. he got lab den didn't get to msg him.. *sobz.sobz*.. u die aRhxz.. i'm stick to u like jellyfish liddat liaox.. kekex..

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2:17 PM

[edited.. poem removed..]

isn't it sweet.. who would eva do diz to mi other den my deaRest deaR.. kekex.. it was the card he made for mi lohx.. hehe.. soo sweet of him hoRxz.. muahahaha.. *mUacKkZzZ*

1mth and 5dayz.. it felt soo long.. but yet itz actualli such a short period of time.. who would have eva tot we would get together like diz.. u & i would neva tot we were meant for each other.. but despite everiting, we are wat we are now..

diz iz my 5th relationship.. everi relationship iz diff & special to mi.. and u are soo special & diff to mi.. u make mi felt like i'm the happiest girl in the world.. like a royal princess.. so much so that i even felt tt i dun deserve soo much frm u.. everi single ting u did to mi & everi single u did for mi ; makes mi feel like without u.. i dunno wat my world would be like.. i promise myself not to rely animore on guyz.. but i felt tt i'm so stick to u..

all my ups and downs.. u've been goin thru wit mi.. u neva fail to cheer mi up, u neva fail to bring mi joy.. everi single ting.. i owe it to u.. sch has reopen.. i dun get to see u 24/7 everiday.. despite the little time we get to spend wit each other, our feelins neva fade.. wat a sweet, romatic & fairytale like relationship we have..

but gd tingz alwaz cums to an end.. wat if we were to leave each other for sum reason?? my life would den be so diff.. yeSh.. we'll stil be friends.. be there for each other.. but i know tingz would be soo diff.. aghxz!!!! wy am i tinkin all diz..

i shall treasure all i have now.. i seriously have learnt my lessons.. i neva knew how to treasure the people around mi.. but now i do.. a thousand and millons word cant express my feelins for u.. a couple of hours iz nt enuff for mi to type our how much u mean to mi.. u're the angel sent to mi by God.. my honey.. my baby..
~i love u~

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12:38 PM

yipee yipee!!!!
today so happi in sch.. got prezzies!!! muahahaha.. got a piggy frm shaNx.. *oink.oink*.. den an AX sweet heart shirt frm bao bei.. miss sixty shirt & necklace frm jar & nas.. and a adidas jacket frm rusel.. woohoo.. soo much.. summore branded one siax.. woo~! mani mi look like macham i so materialistic liddat.. i not hoRxz.. kekex..
and hui min forgot my b'dae.. *bleaHx* she asked mi wat deaR got for mi.. and shaNx was like.. soo obvious loRxz.. the watch i wearin.. kekex.. den bao bei ask wy i bear to wear.. wy not siax.. later ppl see liaox say nice den ask mi where i buy & how much all tt.. i can say iz my deaR buy for mi de.. kekex..
got back the statistic test.. got 9/10.. kekex.. quite gd ritExz?? kekex.. den got S.U.R.P.R.I.S.E level test.. woo.. tink i gonna fail.. sianz 1/2.. den got back physics quiz.. 7/9.. den comments was slight improvement.. where got siax.. i tink a lot lohx.. i neva pass one lehx.. liddat where got encourage mi siax.. kekex..
after sch had chem test.. i tink i screwed the paper.. not gonna score.. die manx.. haix.. after tt went for lunch cum dinner wit JEEZ at sakae den cum home liaox..
phew.. tml no test.. kekex.. fianlly got spare time to rest le.. woohoo~! though nt much time..

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12:45 PM